Return to Music
A return to music
BLISSFUL
I never
quite learned
CONTEMPTUOUS
Once
began
DISMISSIVE
A note here
A note there
INADEQUATE
RIDICULED
Childhood days
Disappeared
Without ever
learning
chords
RIDICULED
DISILLUSIONED
PERPLEXED
EMBARRASSED
The idea, the dream
HOPEFUL
HOPEFUL
Always lingering its radiance there
STUBBORN
STUBBORN
Carried
from this place
To that
DISMAYED
RUSHED
DISMAYED
RUSHED
Rehomed.
BETRAYED
BETRAYED
Settled
APATHETIC
APATHETIC
Specialized
movers
JUDGMENTAL
JUDGMENTAL
Retuned
NUMB
NUMB
If it’s convenient
INDIGNANT
INDIGNANT
Of all the things in my life
Of all the things in my life
ASHAMED
ASHAMED
To quit on music
To quit on music
WITHDRAWN
WITHDRAWN
You
are what has kept me….
You
are what has kept me….
INSPIRED
INSPIRED
I
EAGER
EAGER
Have
PROVOKED
PROVOKED
Survived
COURAGEOUS
COURAGEOUS
I sit with you now
I sit with you now
APPREHENSION
APPREHENSION
My childhood friend
My childhood friend
ENDEARING
ENDEARING
Never has it bothered me
Your few missing keys
I too have lost a few
In my life
As well as my dreams
INSIGNIFICANT
SENSITIVE
ACCEPTED
ABANDONED
EXPOSED
INSIGNIFICANT
SENSITIVE
ACCEPTED
ABANDONED
EXPOSED
The wax stains from years of cutting corners
Trying to sustain a song without ever learning
FRAGILE
FRAGILE
POWERLESS
POWERLESS
Now I see you
REMORSEFUL
REMORSEFUL
I feel you
inside
of me
OVERWHELMED
Each beat each tune
OVERSTIMULATED
HELPLESS
HELPLESS
AWE
AWE
PERSECUTED
PERSECUTED
The lightness of music
Quenching my Spirit
For it has been dehydrated
ABCDEFG
ABCDEFG
Living water flowing
AFFECTIONATE
AFFECTIONATE
beginning in the key of A
humbled
humbled
There's more to this score
The darkness in between
Must also be seen
Leaving them out would only cripple songs
HOSTILE
HOSTILE
RESENTFUL
RESENTFUL
INFERIOR
INFERIOR
WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS
To PLAY THE MAJOR KEYS IS
DIVINE
DIVINE
D# Eb
ISOLATED
ISOLATED
Who
will ever know the differences standing out
EXCLUDED
EXCLUDED
A time before
Learning was a commitment
INDIFFERENT
UNFOCUSED
INDIFFERENT
UNFOCUSED
I could not endure
ANNOYED
ANNOYED
Would the time be there for me
Could I see it through
SKEPTICAL
HESITANT
SKEPTICAL
HESITANT
A fear of finishing
A fear of doubt
Fear cripples
Disables the souls feet
From taking steps
along the dance floor
APPALLED
HORRIFIED
HORRIFIED
VIOLATED
VIOLATED
GRIEF
GRIEF
VICTIMIZED
VICTIMIZED
Shielded was my lifetime
Shielded was my lifetime
I hid my music
I hid my music
Put it away
Put it away
PRESSURED
PRESSURED
DISRESPECTED
DISRESPECTED
EMPTY
EMPTY
Ashamed.
Ashamed.
GUILT
GUILT
No more
Outstretched fingers
ABLE
ABLE
Dancing shoes
FORGIVING
FORGIVING
Harmonica in my pocket
VIBRANT
VIBRANT
The song in my heart
REJUVENATED
REJUVENATED
I step out
VIVACIOUS
VIVACIOUS
Breathe in deeply
UNSURE
UNSURE
Fully
TIMID
TIMID
REASSURED
REASSURED
Full of breath
TICKLED
TICKLED
My lungs are full of breath now
PEACEFUL
PEACEFUL
A tear sings down my cheek as I recall
VALUED
VALUED
And then I feel the music
Now moving my exhausted heart
ENTHUSIASM
ENCHANTED
Reenergized it beats through my fingers
WILLING
WILLING
As they begin
YEARNING
YEARNING
Their own life saving chords
RESILIENT
RESILIENT