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Through a stained-glass window
There’s no need to cover my eyes
From the way that life is
For this one moment in time
Arrogance would have me surprised
Humbly I see how
I’ve been keeping myself out of
The Light.
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Spend time writing
Not reading
Not thinking
Not researching or
Reviewing.
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Instead,
Give it purpose
Value
Meaning.
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“But it was good
of you to share
in my troubles.”
Thanks for the encouragement
Paul to the Phillippians
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Guiding Light
Divine Advice
Leading me to share
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What I have
H
E
A
R
D
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What did I learn
of my creative process this year
Longing for connection
Aching to understand
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My thoughts float through me
Escaping before meaning sets in
I cannot manage meaning
At this time
For it baffles
Me Confined.
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Interpretations
From an attempt
To vocalize.
That’s not what I intended
That’s not what I meant
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There’s something else
I want to say
Thoughts to paper
Thoughts completed
What I learned
from this
I could make it
to 2021
-6-
And now to think abstractly
Think of my life from what I see
I am but a
Copse of trees
Some aphyllous others not
There’s a
potential there
Power
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Plans.
Schedules
Structure
All can be erased
A matter of moments
Nisus
Did I make an
effort
Where did that even lead?
-7-
God snurtles
at my plans
My plans
The plan
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Thrown through the curtains
Half covering
the sun rays
Two panes
of glass
One gaping
eyethurl
a hole
-8-
What did I learn
About myself
I have something
to share
From within
Be it
I have reached
An anomalous
point in my life
Anonmalaous
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Death to the way
of the widdershins
Such a lover
of words I am.
The intentional purpose defines
Words
from a passion
Not unlike
mine or yours
-8-
An individual
who once decreed
There are just
no known words
To describe
this here
Nothing satisfies
Nothing fits
No
Emotions
Emit
-8-
And so a new word became.
A new word
was found.
Tears fall
for those many
now lost
since we create
our own now
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Life
is what I wish
to bring
Back into these words
that had been
-8-
Empowerment
Builds
And rebuilds
Them
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The gentle
tangled
curls
Lay
severed
on the floor
The silk like fur
of my cat
Reminds me
I’ve already
Overcome that
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The adversary
plots
against me
Words
become
confused
My heart cries out
There’s
no more
I
can do
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The adversary reminds me
of my failures.
My past cannot escape me
Although
I tried to make things easier.
-11-
Let them win!
“Give in”
I can hear.
My voice
interrupts
My heart
boldly whispers
And reminds me
“You can”
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I love the gift
of yet another chance.
Responding
with courage
Blossoming fruit from my branch